Psalm 35:1-7 ESV
Contend, O Lord, with those who contend with me; fight against those who fight
against me! Take hold of shield and buckler and rise for my help! Draw spear
and javelin against my pursuers! Say to my soul, “I am your salvation.” Let
them be put to shame and dishonour who seek after my life! Let them be turned
back and disappointed who device evil against me! Let them be like chaff before
the wind, with the angel of the Lord driving them away! Let their way be dark
and slippery, with the angel of the Lord pursuing them! for without cause they
hid their net for me; without cause they dug a pit for my life.
All my life I seem to
have struggles and be in battles which I could not cope with. The more I tried
to resist the battles the more they seemed to come at me. I had tried to fight
against the forces of evil (sin) without having much success. It was only when
my relationship with Jesus began to deepen I was able to go to Him and ask Him
for His help. He helped me and gave me His wisdom, discernment, insight and
knowledge to know how to pray to resolve the battle I was in. All He wanted
from me was to depend upon Him and not myself. He taught me to use the Word of
God to pray through situations and as long as I put my part into the battle
through prayer He would do the rest.
I learnt to pray God’s
Word back to Him believing He heard the cries from my heart and would answer me
when He was ready too. He has never let me down yet. I know He is always with
me and He will never forsake or leave me.
My desire is to walk in obedience and include Him in my everyday life.
He has taught me how to cope with each situation giving me the discerning heart
to know the enemy’s strategies and tactics. The enemy is a defeated foe not
because of what I have done but because of what Jesus has done for me on the
Cross. I know the power of God is far stronger and greater than any other power
on this earth. His Word will never let me down. The more I read God’s Word and
put it into practice the more my heart is strengthened and I have become very
bold and courageous through the Lord Jesus Christ.
God was changing me on
the inside and I wanted this change to take place. I wanted to become more like
Him and less like me. I wanted to witness and testify that Jesus Christ was
Lord of my life and others in the world could see this. I was willing to do
whatever God wanted me to do as long as I knew it was Him doing the asking. I yearned to be taught more and more about Him. I thirsted and longed for Him
daily and was like a sponge that could not get enough of His teachings. He was
the joy of my heart the joy of my salvation knowing Him made me happy and
contented. I wanted His nature and characteristics to rub off onto me so I
could became more and more like Him. I would follow the Holy Spirit of God
walking with Him acknowledging I needed Him to direct my steps in the way He
wanted me to walk. Giving God the complete control of my life has released me
from all the burdens I have been carrying. Now all I had to do was to continue
to trust God in faith and He would do the rest.
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